Thank you for setting me back 6 months and then leaving,

you’re wonderful really

I apologize to any of you that witnessed what happened earlier. I never intended to contact him about it, but I let my temper get the best of me. I give my dad and brother a lot of shit about their anger issues, but I’m just as bad sometimes.

Really, truly sorry.

Hopefully this will be the last post on this blog.

Why are you doing this?

http://ohshizzitsrachel.tumblr.com/post/73152673620/ohshizzitsrachel-so-yesterday-i-discovered

ohshizzitsrachel:

So, yesterday I discovered that Robert’s girlfriend was following me, she’s unfollowed me now, but still. I’m upset and uncomfortable. I no longer feel safe sharing as much as I do on here. I’m annoyed that he asked me to stay out of his life, but they didn’t have the…

Rebloging again because even though we’re supposedly allowed to follow 200 people a day, tumblr stopped letting me follow people at 187, I’ll finish tomorrow.

ohshizzitsrachel:

So, yesterday I discovered that Robert’s girlfriend was following me, she’s unfollowed me now, but still. I’m upset and uncomfortable. I no longer feel safe sharing as much as I do on here. I’m annoyed that he asked me to stay out of his life, but they didn’t have the decency to stay out of mine.

I’m not going to try to talk to him about it, he’ll probably feel like he/she/they did nothing wrong and/or make me feel bad for being angry, and I don’t want to deal with either scenario.

I’m going to be switching accounts completely. Maybe I’m “running away” like PattEmmett, but I don’t care. If I’m following you here, I’ll follow you again. Sooo…yeah. For anyone I don’t follow, if you’re interested you can message me off anon and I’ll give you the URL

So, yesterday I discovered that Robert’s girlfriend was following me, she’s unfollowed me now, but still. I’m upset and uncomfortable. I no longer feel safe sharing as much as I do on here. I’m annoyed that he asked me to stay out of his life, but they didn’t have the decency to stay out of mine.

I’m not going to try to talk to him about it, he’ll probably feel like he/she/they did nothing wrong and/or make me feel bad for being angry, and I don’t want to deal with either scenario.

I’m going to be switching accounts completely. Maybe I’m “running away” like PattEmmett, but I don’t care. If I’m following you here, I’ll follow you again. Sooo…yeah. For anyone I don’t follow, if you’re interested you can message me off anon and I’ll give you the URL

cumber-hiddles:

i feel grumpy and miserable all the time. maybe i am turning into a bitter old woman while i am still a teenager.


Lorelai GilmoreOh I can’t stop drinking the coffee. I stop drinking the coffee, I stop doing the standing and walking and the words putting into sentence doing
deadsensescompany:

I’m AIRRRRRRRRR
myasphyxiatedmind:


For those who are wondering how they can help outdoor cats in bad weather if they truly can’t take them in (even just for overnight), check out this pic on how to create simple shelters from storage bins

YES, EXCELLENT. Reblog everywhere.
This is great to put out to help strays and ferals and also the outdoor cats of irresponsible pet owners who opt to leave them out in the cold.

liqhtly:

i have two moods:

1. everybody get the fuck away from me

2. someone come over and cuddle and watch movies with me

there is no in between

(via tetrahydrocannabinlol)

jockypoet:

kittensgotclaws:

idk I just want to find someone who is proud as fuck to be with me.

fucking amen

(Source: windazure, via jockypoet-deactivated20140625)

I’m really not okay right now, I’ve worked really hard to not relapse.

I’m going to sleep.

And at one point she was following me. 

I’m going to throw up.

This shouldn’t bother me, but it does, it’s been seven months, can’t I just be left alone?

ohshizzitsrachel:

ohshizzitsrachel:

ohshizzitsrachel:

August 23, 2010: The first time I held my buttface
April 20, 2013: The last time I took a picture of me holding her.
May 6, 2013: The last time I saw her face/heard her voice.
I miss her so much.
I get to see her in two weeks.

Countdown commencing: 12 days

11 days

10 days
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